Gathering Stones
I will be posting a series of blogs that I wrote this past 6 months. I am changing my blogsite to the PI site. This series is about TRANSITIONING. It is called Gathering Stones. I hope you enjoy and see Jesus through these blogs. This is the 1st of the series.
My feet are unsure, the river is swift and the stones slippery! How do I get across these rivers without falling, getting soaked, scraped up or swept away in the currents. I see where I want to go, but there is a lot of maneuvering and obstacles between here and there! Several times I while hiking, I have found myself at a river crossing.
On on river crossing I was wearing jeans and cheap tennis shoes. Needless to say I was not equipped. As I walked with hesitancy, I failed. Screaming, I hit the icy water! I slipped, scraped and bruised myself on the very rocks that were supposed to help me cross the river. The icy water soaked me! I had to stay behind, strip off the cold wet clothes, and let them dry by the fire. In the meantime, I fell way behind the others and had to work twice as hard to catch up. All this made for a good story that night with lots of laughter. Failure is not the end. When failure is put in God’s hands, He can turn it into a point of humor even for the one suffering the bruises.
Transitions
Like no other time for me, this is my time of transitions. I have become very familiar with change – which is an oxymoron, but true! This summer IS one big transition season! There is transition as my ‘baby’ recently graduated university and entered true ‘adulting.’ Transitioning as my mom recently exited her struggle with Alzheimer’s and entered Heaven. We are transitioning as we care of my now widowed father who lives in an apartment attached to our home. Transitioning as I leave my position teaching three year olds in KDO to become a full-time equipper for PI. I am transitioning as I celebrate 50 years of walking with God and begin a new season with Him. Transitioning as we also celebrate 15 years of Prepare International and jump into multiplication of projects never before seen by PI.
Life is full of transitions. But at this point, my life is more than full, it is saturated with transition. How do I do this well? How do I keep my sanity? How do I mature in the process?
The Altar of Stones
So I asked God for a story in the Bible to help me maneuver the crossings. I found Joshua as he led the children of Israel into the Promise Land. The significant act glaring in my heart was that God had Joshua command the tribes to collect stones from the crossing of the Jordon (the time of transition). After gathering stones, they were to stack the stones on the other side. They probably stacked them in a circle because the name of the place is Gilgal which means circle.
I am now in the ‘gathering stones’ phase, BUT this has been a year like none other!
On June 1 of last year I decided to join Boone, my son-in-law in a year of the Nazarite. Sounds spooky spiritual, but it is simply a time of intense war on any darkness of lack of self-control in our lives. I’m not known as an overly merciful person by nature (minus the work and grace of God), so I love this verse, “Make no treaty, show no mercy” (Deut. 7:2). This is a cry of war against sin and darkness in our hearts. How I joined Boone in this adventure is pretty funny.
We had just visited Boone and Beth. Boone had announced he was entering a year of Nazarite, an outward sign of this time is not to cut your hair and abstain from various foods. I, being such a supportive spiritual mom-in-law, teased him. After our return home, as I was showering, God convicted me of my lack of encouragement. I thought, “OK. I will call, ask forgiveness and be his best prayer person.” But then I felt challenged by God to join him! Awwww man a year of no haircuts!
Purity
Little did I know that this year of going after purity in my attitudes and not excusing my lack of self-discipline in exercising and eating habits was just what God ordered Joshua to do before they started the transitioning into the Promised Land! Smile. God is always a step ahead!
So the year began. My struggle was to rely on the grace of God to mingle with the fruit of the spirit of self-discipline to eat healthy, exercise amidst our travels as well as exposing and repenting of hidden agendas and attitudes. I’d walked the path around this mountain so much my path had become a moat. I failed and failed and failed again. These last two months I have become more focused, more desperate, more dependent! I am learning that the Grace of God is always there. The question is, am I desperate and disciplined enough to lean into His Grace!?! (AND in a couple of weeks I get a haircut!)
Gathering More Stones
I am thankful for this year of intense ‘no mercy’ on sin in my life. I am not perfect by any means but I am way more equipped for the crossing! This summer marks the crossing over – my ‘transition’. I will be gathering stones and writing blogs about the journey. Please follow me as I follow Christ during this adventure, learning Kingdom ways in order to transition well. Fun Times.
Let me know about your times of transition that you are experiencing.
